Realized, I’ve been in a league of my own for almost a year, and frankly I’m enjoying every bits of it up till now.
Now, I am mainly consumed with work, school, being professional with what I do, do just what I feel like to do, living up but not sucking up to others.
as I always self-proclaim to be someone independent,
but deep down, I always wish there’s someone trustworthy for me to depend on.
Past experiences forced me to grow up. I learnt, to safeguard myself I shouldn’t give trust to one easily.
Speaking of which, for the past years I cared for others more than myself.
I abandoned my dreams, my compassion, my affection, and even my core essence sometimes, with just the hope that others could reach theirs.
For last years, I got beatings (emotionally) more than I could takes and that certainly didn’t feel good.
I am the simplest person to pleased. And the first person i will attempt to please this year would be myself.
I staled being nice to others.
I really really would like to take a break.
Now, I am mainly consumed with work, school, being professional with what I do, do just what I feel like to do, living up but not sucking up to others.
as I always self-proclaim to be someone independent,
but deep down, I always wish there’s someone trustworthy for me to depend on.
Past experiences forced me to grow up. I learnt, to safeguard myself I shouldn’t give trust to one easily.
Speaking of which, for the past years I cared for others more than myself.
I abandoned my dreams, my compassion, my affection, and even my core essence sometimes, with just the hope that others could reach theirs.
For last years, I got beatings (emotionally) more than I could takes and that certainly didn’t feel good.
I am the simplest person to pleased. And the first person i will attempt to please this year would be myself.
I staled being nice to others.
I really really would like to take a break.
1 comment:
Look carefully around you. There are people who genuinely cares about you. People who go out of their way to do things for you. People who will do anything just to put a smile on your face every single day. People who run to you when you tumble. Peoplem who are there to give you encouragement and support when you are down. No need to abandon your dream. Someone will be there to make sure your dreams will come true...
Just look around you again. :-)
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