the aftermath...

Hellooo..

Thanks to those (you know who you are) who have send well wishes, concerns, encouragement through email, sms, facebook throughout the week and those who accompanied me through a bumpy ride.

I’ve never imagine myself to be in this kind of situation.
The kind of heart broken, the kind of disappointment and the kind of helplessness, that you’ll never imagine how pain It was.

It was sweet at the very beginning I would say.
Love was what we believe that it brings 2 peoples from the different world to share the same perimeter in life.
Commitment was what we believe that it bring the 2 peoples to make all the “impossible” happens.
The strong bond between the 2 individuals is one miracle that god’s given
Someone once said “what makes lovers never tired of one another?” is that they talked always about themselves, they shared, they talked heart-to-heart with no boundaries.
And whenever there’s argument, it’s important for lovers to always be reminded of the instant chemistry when the both of them first met each other.

Love is magnificent isn’t it? And I believe there’s more reason for love to exist between 2 individuals and to become one item.

You define it.

Well, a lot of things in life are unpredictable and there are bound to be ups and downs.
And someone once told me that we will all get hurt deeply once in our life.
I believe it now, because I’m going through this period for my life now.
How it turn out to be in times to come, unpredictable.

Allow me to be sad, allow me to be true to my own feelings now.
Because I’ve invested all my feelings and effort in hope to find my own true happiness.
And it isn’t turned out as expected.
The kinda heart broken and incessant pain is traumatizing but I guess that’s the journey I’ve to go through in order to walk out from the pain now.
This will take me sometimes because it will be a tough route to go.

But I’m not losing my faith, I’m still holding hope for my true happiness. :)
Maybe I’m just losing someone who doesn’t love me now.

Keep your gaze upon the sky
Go on with your route towards your happiness

I'll be praying every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know

We'll be so far apart.

Next Chap:

Loveliess,

I’m coming to my birthday celebration and the 1st ever Stag’s and Hen’s night that I attended and participated.
I’m excited for MJ – “Dream Wedding” :D