Been so busy…
My life have been pretty much on work, social and myself..
I decided not to involved my life with the other half for the past 2 years..
Reason simply being,
First, I have got a broken heart to mend first before I could love someone whole heartedly again..
Secondly, I could feel that I’ve losses the sense to love..
Third, it’s harder for me to give trust to someone again…
It has been tough for me but I can proudly tell everyone now that I’ve gotten over everything, it supposed to be so much hatred within but I’ve forgiven..
What’s left behind, was a lesson learnt, a stronger heart to guard and of cause, good memories stays..
I did a lot of reflection when I’m alone,
thinking what future I would paint for myself
do I remain alone or I should share my life with someone else..
I missed those teenage years when I can fantasize all the nicest things to have in life..
At the age of 18, i want to grow up fast and not being dependent
At the age of 21, I want to work hard and to start earning myself to a good living (to be financially independent)
At the age of 23, I dream being in a pretty white dress and happily hoping to get wedded at the age of 25
At the age of 25,
I realized things isn’t that simple as what I thought before, (or maybe it was never easy)
Any decision one made, affects another and I find decision the hardest adversity I have to faced now..
I can honestly speak that I am unsure of what I want all the time,
Though I hold the attitude of “take it as it comes”
The downside of having this attitude was, you will never know what you really want…
Weekends is here! The worst busy week has past... FINALLY
AND I’M LEAVING ON A JET PLANE….
See’ya lovelies! I’ll keep posting timely because lappy is coming with me!!!! :)
Saturday, February 26, 2011
been so busy....
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3 comments:
Life has got no accident. Things happen for a reason. You are a lovely girl, fate helped you to rid the guys who doesn't deserve you. I am sure your knight in shiny armour will come one day. Some times we just have to close our eyes and let fate do its job.
Not knowing what you want is not unique to you. Many people twice your age still struggle with this question.
thanks! that was a pleasing comments. :D
You know, to be able to forgive someone, is the attribute of the strong, cos the weak can never forgive. You have this exraordinary strength.
"The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget..." You obviously belong to the third group.
Just remember, What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.
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