Me.

I’ve been getting questions about my personal life and it seems like some of you want to know more about me. Alright! Let me share with all of you something, of how I viewed my life thus far and how i wanted my life to be.

I told myself,
I cannot afford to go through life uninspired, unexcited.

I cannot live each day miserably (though sometimes I had my gloomy days but I know i cannot afford to let it drag for long period),

I cannot trudge through work painfully.

Maybe I’m not meant to be spectacularly beautiful, or rich, or smart and neither am I born outstanding but i valued myself, i love ME!
I have been living my whole life for practicality.

To make those who loves me proud, to finish my education, to get a job, to stop being compared, to not lose out to my peers. I am not made for the competition, for the rat race or the who’s who.
I am Me, I am Kellyn , I should be accountable to myself.

I am exhausted from the wear and tear of the yesteryear,

from being jaded and cynical. I’ve been living life to meet expectations that people casts on me.

It’s time I should reverse the damage.

I want to make sure I am happy.

I. NEED. TO. BE. HAPPY.
Even if that makes me poorer, slower or a loser.

I know I need to look back and tell myself, I have lived dangerously and I have no regrets.