ups and downs

Stumbled out of the meeting room and feels like crying out loud!
The high expectation has gotten me out of breath.
I knew it is immature for a 23 adult way to react. But I just did.
Tearing in ma own corner and finish up ma last task of work.

Thanks to my bestie siao eh for your company tonight.
It’s a good catch up and laughing out tgt when we were gossiping. Thanks for everything.

I decided to cab home (due to bad influence by siao eh).
motivated and thinking that I should go for a jog and instill ma mind with some peace.
I had a total 40mins of run, i can hear every beats of ma heart, beating out real loud like drumming and I completely let out maself. It feels good.

I was sweating and weeping on ma way home.
I realized, ma heart doesn’t just beat for one reason and it is for many reasons.

Omg! This is how work driving a person to be so “emo”.

Here’s sth sweet for my hun during his lunch time today.

Hi deardear,

Sharing some thoughts that always in my mind but I didn’t express it.

First of all, I’m sorry to have keep u waiting for almost every meet up since da 1st day we dated. :p
It has been 116 days that we have been together…

It started on da day when the 10 fingers locked onto each other. *winks*

I just thought of some reason why i love you a lot. (ahem! Is it what you’ve been waiting for? :p)

Alright! Hold tight and here goes,

Most of the time, it just feels good to know that there would always be someone you can lean on
and share the ginormous of life, and it is that feeling that propels you on when you know that
this person is your gong sim friend, your bolster when you sleep, the pillar when you fall,
your shopping bff and your daily dose of happiness.
Feels happy and looking forward to the end of the day for the few hours meet up,
hugs you tight to sleep and someone who will takes care of you when you are sick (I hope),
and makes sure that you remember to take your meals,
give you morning calls just to make sure u’re not late for work,
reminders to be careful on your way home alone.
Even through all this naggings, it just proved something that actually,
he wants you to take good care of yourself because he knows that he cannot be there 24/7 for you. you will feel happy hanging out and seeing this person each and every single day doing
almost the mundane or exciting stuffs within the perimeter that you both defined,
sharing laughter and jokes that only you both will understand.

I did not take all this for granted but that is what makes me realise that actually you do dotes on me a lot right?

I hopes the novelty doesn't wear off as the times goes.:)
If it does, at least we shared the same perimeter for some times in life before.

PS: I Love You. Muackss!

With hearts loads of love,
Su Yeen @ Kellyn

(Just a little contribution from me for your lunch break. Muacks!)

alright, that's all for now peeps... i needa rest..
i can feel ma muscles aching and my heart has overworked today..

sweet nights to all ma lovelieeess... ending with truckloads of loveee...:)