Musings

When one was a little girl, what were the things one longed for?
Dolls, candies, fancy clothes and extended bed time?
Yes yes, hugs and kisses and spending quality time with Mom and Dad!
Life was so simple then; such an innocent joy to savour and oh what sweet after taste!
Throw in Christmases, Chinese New Years and the occasional birthday celebrations...nothing is ever more complete in a little girl's insouciant life.

Yet soon enough, gone were the top priorities to have the most adorable dolls and the pinkest clothes. Replaced by the need to be an acceptable part of one's group of friends. And what one give just to grow up faster? Boys! From being just mutual acquaintances casted from the same genderless mould to something deeper, something more intricate. The mind boggling process of individual competition, major exams, challenges loomed up as a bigger than ever threat.

Time whirled passed, seemingly faster than one can fully exist. Ah! The transient post teenage years. Did you ever felt like freezing northern glaciers without a flow?
Aimlessly floating in life trying to find a niche for oneself?
Despite all the outwards successes one may seem to have, there are still acres of misgiving and self doubt.

Moving on, living life and reaching another touchstone - Adulthood. That is another story reserved when the process is mundanely experienced.

this is what you can spurt out when you can't fall asleep. argh.




PS: IT Fair. i'm so getting myself a camera.

randoms

*whooping huge waves to everyone...*
apart from being "busy like a bee", lack of sleep, exasperating periods strike me on the 1st day of my last wkend, my wk has been pretty much alright so far..spent time with my loved one and gossip with my bestie in msn-ing. i cant wait for my next wkend to arrive. 2 days to friday! :))

Dearest darlingsssss,
i feel like sharing this,
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.''

"i'm blissfully attached. :D"

vulnerable

To love at all is to be vulnerable.
Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken.
If you want to make sure of keeping it intact,
you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal.
Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements;
lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness.
But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change.
It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.

motivated

hello loveliess..
i'm back blogginggg..
though 2009 has setted in for quite awhile, lemme sum up 2008 and start anew for 09.. i guess 2008 was quite a alright year for me; with old friends come into the picture, new friends join, departures and finality. more tears and heartaches than usual but of cos never forget ALL the fun and lovely times especially with loved ones, friends and family. Appreciated the constant support, persistent concerns and unceasing loves. never thought i can dealt with personal issues with such strenght. did i make 08 sounds like a tough year? :) Nah.. it was prolly a REALLY good year.
But 2009 is better! and only gonna gets better! i feel it already! new start in career, gonna be a working-part-time undergrad, and of cos to have more lovely time with my loved one. :D
let's wish someone up there is kind enough to marginalise and sent me some of his blessing! :)))) blessed year ahead!

hearts *daniel powter - best of me :)