look into the eyes..

Thanks for the Pics!! was really well-taken! :)

the 20 things you might not know..

1. I hate my fat cheeks.
2. I wear g-strings, low-waisted, but no, no granny/lacey panties.
3. I think blowing kisses is the funniest affectionate action ever but I do that when im feeling happy.
4. I hate the sound of chanting at a funeral.
5. I have very sensitive skin.
6. I like the color “White”.
7. Frankly, I observed and adore vain man.
8. I hate rambutan and jackfruits.
9. I need courage booster to go for brazillian waxing.
10. I really hate pills.
11. I talk to myself when im alone sometimes.
12. Sometimes I just wished to be labeled pretty instead of cute.
13. I don’t like to be ignored.
14. I always dream to speak with a fluent French / Jap.
15. I look at the girls more than I notice guys.
16. I used to dream having my own bath tub, soaking myself in bubbles.
17. If ever there’s a wish to meet someone, I wish I could meet my mom again.
18. I have been the core attention in the family for 25 years I live.
19. I am living with a dream of earning to travel.
20. I can't think of 20 things you might not know about me.

still sweet at 25!

Yay!! Pyjamas Party on 11 june 2010 was a blast!!!!!!!!!! :)

Success!! Yippiee...

Big Thanks to my Party-Girls Committees.
Thanks to all my lovely guests who turned up at the Party and had marked a great memory chapter i turned 25.

Me.

I’ve been getting questions about my personal life and it seems like some of you want to know more about me. Alright! Let me share with all of you something, of how I viewed my life thus far and how i wanted my life to be.

I told myself,
I cannot afford to go through life uninspired, unexcited.

I cannot live each day miserably (though sometimes I had my gloomy days but I know i cannot afford to let it drag for long period),

I cannot trudge through work painfully.

Maybe I’m not meant to be spectacularly beautiful, or rich, or smart and neither am I born outstanding but i valued myself, i love ME!
I have been living my whole life for practicality.

To make those who loves me proud, to finish my education, to get a job, to stop being compared, to not lose out to my peers. I am not made for the competition, for the rat race or the who’s who.
I am Me, I am Kellyn , I should be accountable to myself.

I am exhausted from the wear and tear of the yesteryear,

from being jaded and cynical. I’ve been living life to meet expectations that people casts on me.

It’s time I should reverse the damage.

I want to make sure I am happy.

I. NEED. TO. BE. HAPPY.
Even if that makes me poorer, slower or a loser.

I know I need to look back and tell myself, I have lived dangerously and I have no regrets.

Heaven on Earth..

Wouldn't it be great if we lived in houses that perpetually look like they belongs to a magazine spread?

Loook!! These are just so beautiful like "Heaven on Earth"..

Amanda Seyfried - Little House

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it's different, i always thought, when someone dies.
when someone dies, there is a patch of blankness that makes it possible to accept.
A certain satisfaction in encountering the infinite.
But someone is lost to you and still lives, its an absurdity.

People fall in love in an instant, but it takes longer to fall out of love.
Perhaps there is a world where people would act on whim where deeds could detach themselves cleanly from all motion of consequences.
To him, it was an odd kind of nostalgia for things that never happened,
for a presence that like old memories, open a door on another direction,

A place where late night footsteps echo in foreign streets and you hold your breath perishing to know what comes next.
the kind of silence so accommodating, expectancy laughing in the air like clouds hanging over the dome.
With him, it was just a flash of idle curiosity, the kind which evokes a child to poke a stick into an anthill.
An action that, like the unknown secretary's gift of a ticket cannot be undone.