Life's made of out love

I'm a tad outdated with updates and i know.

Always drawn to such lovey events when couples exchanging vows and commiting themselves to each other.

Here's my version;
You're my sunshine in the mornings,
And my moonlight in the night;
You're the footsteps that I'll follow,
All throughout my life.

I put all my trust in you,
And I gladly take your hand;
I give you all my heart,
By your side I'll always stand.
As we face all these tomorrows,

Through the happiness and tears;
We'll take it one step at a time,For all our many years.
I promise you my life,
And I promise to stay true;
I give my heart and all my love to you.

2012 Resolutions

i've been asking myself, what i want and how to make myself a better person..
what's the point of living a life that you feel like dying and thought its time i should set some goals and be focus on the right track..

In 2012, I want...

1) To go to work on time/be early. (almost impossible but i'll keep trying)
2) Value my own happiness more than anyone else.
3) Concentrate on career and stop procrastinating.
4) Be Independent (like i've always been and get used on living on my own)
5) Save more money
6) To go on a solo trip (anywhere)
7) learn to love someone than being loved.
8) To not taking things too hard and learn to trust. (learn to relax)
9) Always be prepared for worst to happen and be strong (because life's never smooth-sailings)
10) To dedicate 100% of priority to work hard (esp if I managed to get a change in job, Praying hard and i want to make it BIG)
11) To spend more time with granny (as she's getting older)
12) To expect less from others and set one free.
13) To look better and be more confident.
14) To not let anyone affects my decision.
15) To let down the fairy tale dreams and get on something more realistic.
16) To start loving myself more than anyone else.
17) To get a place and stay on my own.
18) Hopefully, I could earn enough to travel to more places.
19) Save enough to afford a new nest by age of 35.
20) To follow my heart and do as what's my heart says... I'd rather live with mistakes than regrets in life.

JIAYOU KELLYN!

I still remember this day!

It's the birthday for the man I call dad..
Though been a while since we seen each other and hardly remember how he looks now.

Somehow,
Whenever I'm sad.. I thought of him.
Whenever I'm alone all by myself.. I thought of him.
In this night when I couldn't fall asleep now, I thought of him.

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

With Love, Your daughter

I wish for a Merry Christmas!

Tearing at 2am in the morning.
Heart hurts feeling like slashes of sharp cuts within.
I am all alone right now and yet my soul, my mind is not at peace.

All I could do is to let my emotions flows now. Let free the tears within and crying my heart out.

I hope I felt better soon.
Goodnight world.

through the month..

Happy Birthday! to the BF

all ready for the Santa!

simply just love Christmas!

BEST WHITE WINE ever tasted! Hearts. <3

=)

LOST

When you no longer know what you want in life,
When you no longer yearn for anything,
When desires gone total blank in life.
It feels as if like a living body with dead soul walking on an empty street.
Of all you can hear were your own dragged heavy footsteps, frail pulse.
Disheartening to realize the best you gave is still not up to expectation, keep going, keep trying yet you’ll never get there
Overtime, it depletes your spirit.

Can’t wait for the year to end, for good. I wish someone up there could rationalize sorrows and offer more sympathy.

- Smile beats all sorrows. -

risk it..

"to laugh is to risk appearing a fool, to weep is to risk appearing sentimental, to reach out is to risk involvement.to expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. to place your ideas and dream in front of a crowdis to risk their loss. to love is to risk not being loved in return, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk despair.to try is to risk failure. but risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."