footprints ablaze..

This week..
aplenty of thoughts with worries rises.
there's point in time when human broke down for there are too much of emotions and mental torture that one could take....
Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy.
Maybe it's this expectation of wanting to be happythat just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get -to the point where we don't recognize ourselves.
Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were.
Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along.
Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

and.. life is about treating yourself better..

WITH LOVE

sawadeeka...(:

BACK FROM BKK!

TOM YUM WE LOVE! SO SLURPS THAT YOU CAN'T STOP

The taste you could never forget.
Happy where curly and floats is.

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

GETAWAY!

BKK WITH THE GIRLS!

IN SIX DAYS!

PLAY HARD

...

The pads of your fingers have become printing blocks,
you tap a message to my skin; tap meaning into my body.

Your morse code interfered with my heart beat.
I had a steady heartbeat before i met you, i relied upon it,

it had seen active service and grown strong.

Now, you alter its pace with your own rythmn, you play upon me, drumming me taut.

secret

she'll let her in your sight, if words you say are right.
she'll look at you and smile, if you would go the extra mile.
she'll lead you down a path, there will be laughter and spark.

there's a secret garden she hides
with wiles and smiles, she'll let you come just near enough

her eyes will say she's got a secret garden deep inside
where everything you want and everything you need will always stay....

ties that bind

Just when i realized, i havent been sitting down quietly, peacefully like now to do my blog for awhile, recalling what had happened and realizing I’m chasing and behind of all changes, too much uncertainty that i could embrace right now. I hate the feeling for blinded of what’s next.

"A wise man once said you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it. What he meant is nothing comes without a price. So before you go into battle, you better decide how much you’re willing to lose. Too often, going after what feels good means letting go of what you know is right, and letting someone in means abandoning the walls you’ve spent a lifetime building. Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don’t see coming, when we don’t have time to come up with a strategy to pick a side or to measure the potential loss. When that happens, when the battle chooses us and not the other way around, that’s when the sacrifice can turn out to be more than we can bear."

Happiness is within my grasp