2010 happened in a swift...
i seriously counldnt recall anything mesmerizing in 2010.. it is pretty much just about work and myself... not forgetting loves from my friends and family..:)
so while waiting for my data to get extracted from my work system, imma just make a list of some reminders or resolutions if you choose to call it.
2011 top on list:
BE HAPPY
SLEEP EARLY.
More Sleep...
Never be late for work and Leave work on time!!! NO MORE OT
Do not be afraid to lose something/someone, if it's meant to be yours it will be
Try my best in whatever I'm doing
Make more time for loved ones and friends
Do not let what unworthy people think of me affect me
Remember to smile
alright.. thats all for now..
Monday, January 3, 2011
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Tunnel of Love
It ought to be easy ought to be simple enough
Man meets a woman and they fall in love
But the house is haunted and the ride gets rough
And you’ve got to learn to live with what you can’t rise above if you want to ride on down in through this tunnel of love
Bruce Springsteen, Tunnel of Love, 1987
Man meets a woman and they fall in love
But the house is haunted and the ride gets rough
And you’ve got to learn to live with what you can’t rise above if you want to ride on down in through this tunnel of love
Bruce Springsteen, Tunnel of Love, 1987
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
me-time
my life seems to be just revolving about work for a long time..
and the worst part of it, is that i'm getting used to it. :(
minutes ticking, weeks passes, months elapses..
2010 is coming to an end, so what's next?
i back-tracked my "to-do list" that i've noted down last year and this is what i have..
I’ve a list to-do for 2010, i hope to:
- have my teeth whitened (Yes, i went dentist yesterday after the last time 5-6 years ago)
- get a VAIO lappy (eventually, i have not get one for myself, still using my company's)
- lose at least 3kg (didnt managed to lose any but glad that i didnt put on more)
- read and reflect more, indulge and party less ( read Eat, Pray Love, To Kill The Mocking Bird, Tuesday wih Morries, The Time Traveller's Wife, Life story - Making Pink Lemonade, yupe, that's about it)
- perm my hair (curled it and get it straightened back, wanting curl again!)
- go for yoga and gym religiously (no yoga nor gym, but i do run)
- mug harder for my studies (deferred due to financial)
-maybe consider for a career shift (this is in progress..)
-save more money, travel more. (no travel in 2010, except for back-home-trip with girls)
-get myself a nice indoor tan. (no tanning, getting fairer infact)
looked at how much effort i've actually spent for my own happiness.
Not enough, seriously.
Marathon-Photos-Organisation, you need better photographer, all the pictures are ugly..:(
and the worst part of it, is that i'm getting used to it. :(
minutes ticking, weeks passes, months elapses..
2010 is coming to an end, so what's next?
i back-tracked my "to-do list" that i've noted down last year and this is what i have..
I’ve a list to-do for 2010, i hope to:
- have my teeth whitened (Yes, i went dentist yesterday after the last time 5-6 years ago)
- get a VAIO lappy (eventually, i have not get one for myself, still using my company's)
- lose at least 3kg (didnt managed to lose any but glad that i didnt put on more)
- read and reflect more, indulge and party less ( read Eat, Pray Love, To Kill The Mocking Bird, Tuesday wih Morries, The Time Traveller's Wife, Life story - Making Pink Lemonade, yupe, that's about it)
- perm my hair (curled it and get it straightened back, wanting curl again!)
- go for yoga and gym religiously (no yoga nor gym, but i do run)
- mug harder for my studies (deferred due to financial)
-maybe consider for a career shift (this is in progress..)
-save more money, travel more. (no travel in 2010, except for back-home-trip with girls)
-get myself a nice indoor tan. (no tanning, getting fairer infact)
looked at how much effort i've actually spent for my own happiness.
Not enough, seriously.
Marathon-Photos-Organisation, you need better photographer, all the pictures are ugly..:(
Wedding dinner @ Novotel Hotel
love!
love! 
Missing holidays with the girls...
Sunday, November 7, 2010
mess..
These weeks…
I’ve depression on my left and loneliness on my right, they exist the moment I breathe awake.
I lived my everyday with overwhelming work, working from 9-to-9 for 3 days a week.
learnt that you gotta chase the rabbit if you want the tail.
had beer at 3pm.
concluded that we are the change that we seek.
watched back to back movies on back to back days, and had a deja-vu moment.
Disturbed by harassing text.
still surviving from the lack of sleep.
these week has been really nasty..
I wish....
Time could stop ticking for a while, feeling rather exhausted chasing after each minute.
I could have long holidays, to a foreign land which I could feel like as if I’m starting a new life.
I could have quiet time by my own, with no BlackBerry, no emails, no calls, no texting.
ok..
I know it’s weird saying this on a public domain but although it might not seem the case, I lack confidence and self-esteem. I always have the worry that I am not good enough, that I am just a pretender and everyone else are unable to see my flaws and inadequacies. I worry that if people see that I am not good, then people will start rejecting me.
I need to learn that it’s okay to be wrong, to be imperfect and to embrace the irritating idiosyncrasies that make me,…me. It’s okay if I am not pretty, or do not possess the perfect body, not the smartest or most successful. I know if I live my life comparing milestones to everyone else, I’d always be miserable.
And this week, I've made the decision to go for a change, accepted the shift, taking new path.
All well I hope...
I’ve depression on my left and loneliness on my right, they exist the moment I breathe awake.
I lived my everyday with overwhelming work, working from 9-to-9 for 3 days a week.
learnt that you gotta chase the rabbit if you want the tail.
had beer at 3pm.
concluded that we are the change that we seek.
watched back to back movies on back to back days, and had a deja-vu moment.
Disturbed by harassing text.
still surviving from the lack of sleep.
these week has been really nasty..
I wish....
Time could stop ticking for a while, feeling rather exhausted chasing after each minute.
I could have long holidays, to a foreign land which I could feel like as if I’m starting a new life.
I could have quiet time by my own, with no BlackBerry, no emails, no calls, no texting.
ok..
I know it’s weird saying this on a public domain but although it might not seem the case, I lack confidence and self-esteem. I always have the worry that I am not good enough, that I am just a pretender and everyone else are unable to see my flaws and inadequacies. I worry that if people see that I am not good, then people will start rejecting me.
I need to learn that it’s okay to be wrong, to be imperfect and to embrace the irritating idiosyncrasies that make me,…me. It’s okay if I am not pretty, or do not possess the perfect body, not the smartest or most successful. I know if I live my life comparing milestones to everyone else, I’d always be miserable.
And this week, I've made the decision to go for a change, accepted the shift, taking new path.
All well I hope...
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
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