addiction..

we see addiction every day.
it's shocking even how many kinds of addiction exist.
it would have been too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes.
I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that started out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, or even out of control.
It's the excitement we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away, isn't it?

The thing about addiction is, it never ends well.
Because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high, stops feeling good, and starts to hurt.
Still, they say you don’t kick the bad habit till you hit rock bottom.
But how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes, letting it go hurts more.

Jumpy to freeeedom

EARTHLINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cleared all 3 papers, exams is OVER and now shall proclaim "FREEDOM" ! hur hur..

i’m feeling the rhythm, the groove, checking my vibe. let’s go.

PARTY! PARTY! :)))))))

i have been feeling the xmas spirit this year! tralalalala. ho ho ho.
the lightings in town are marvellous. splendid. u feel it? u feel it? :)

Lovely all, just 2 more days to weekends! Endure! Endure! :)

Hang in there...

updating randomly.

feeling rather jaded after working 12hrs shift almost everyday last week due to office move.

i m glad we're finally moved! yet feeling annoyed for the lonnnngg bus ride i took to work. (its almost an hour) and practically i've been late ever since the first day for gooooodness 30mins every morning!

time hitting the booooks.. i've 3 papers and i've yet getting into serious revisions yet. i flipped them but none seems getting in there.

you know, i think i'm getting fat. and i think i've an elephant's temper these days.

i've not been eating well,regularly, i skipped dinner, breakfast,

and now at 12am in da midnight! feeling fungggryy.. i'm munching my favourite oatmeal cereal while listening to some soothing jazz, hopefully it can set me to bed better.

festive mood setting in early.. i'm feeling the x'mas spirit already. i starts to shop like i'm shopping for x'mas. i pick up every items and thinking " suits who?". :) :) :)

its THURSDAY tomorrow, hang in there.

Greatest Irony of Love..

Sunny Brunching

Booo..

Much of the activities last week have been fading rather quickly in kellyn's.

I've been worn-out with all the overloading work-stuffs, entertainment, chilling, meetups, studying and running errands. but it was all good i must say! feeling contented with all the companies that i've and busy buzzling time-rushing throughout the week.

Without them, my life will be down to the days of 30s - colourless! :D

Having said that, apart from enjoying all the good company that i've.

I do feel that sometimes being alone isn't a bad thing afterall. you do not have to accommodate others, you do not have to smile, you do not have to make small talk, you do not have to spare a thought for others. and that was what i experienced when i went to the bookstores myself, went to the night market myself, went shopping myself.

All the time for yourself. All focus on yourself. Finding yourself. Almost an indulgence.

those that happened (that i remembered)

Funny peoples, Sun with Moon with D,

Ramen, Sushi with colleagues,

Prata supper with Lings,

Sunday "early" Breakfast with CAI & da sis, emily @ Old Town, JP. double hard boiled eggs (brings me to childhood), nasi-lemak (tradisional), variety toast of bread (funky), thecurrychicken (spicy), stockings-milk-tea? (sweeetened!)

Runs @ Gombak Stadium,

Dimsum, wala and lovely blue-rosy from JS,

Mugging @ Fav starbucks,

Sushi Tei with santy, MY, Mel&Jac,

self-cooked home made cheesy mac for dinner (strongly feel-like-having-it!)

and looks like i've been japs alot lately. yes yes! i love japs! and i cant live w/o! :)

Pictures up next! :)

the day the vow reads..

I take you to be my partner in life and my one true love.

I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before.

I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles we may face together.

I give you my hand, my heart, and my love,

from this day forward for as long as we both shall live

(sweet vows..)

when i was younger, i wanted to be someone's first love.
but now, i realised that being the last love of a man you love is what really matters.