Angela Zhang 张韶涵- 隱形的翅膀 MV

隱形的翅膀

每一次 都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次 就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我知道 我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞 飞过绝望

不去想 他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见 每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道 我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞 给我希望

我终於 看到 所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻 歌声多嘹亮

我终於 翱翔 用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风 就飞多远吧

隐形的翅膀 让梦恒久比天长
留一个愿望 让自己想像

No matter how's life turns out to be. 

Dream lives on as long as you don't give up living. 

Those who have been very concern about my work, career, love-life and future. I sincerely thank-you.

Keep all the negative reflection and comments that you had for yourself because you'll never walk better than I am in my own shoes. When you want to put someone down, please think for what you've achieved for yourself first. You've no rights to ask / advise another to take your path and to live under your shadows. 

love thyself

My strong belief for love has been put on a test. Life is all about making yourself happy and peoples around you being happy with you. Being genuinely truth, I felt as if like I’m trapped in a rat-race. Though the dream seems far fetch but I’m chasing hard. 

What’s your definition for love?

“Is love being happy for the other person when they are happy, being sad for the person when they are sad, being together in good times, and being together in bad times. Is love the source of strength or source of a heavy drag-down”

This race can be a tiring one, the reason that keeps one going was the trust that was built. You’ve chosen to believe that you’ll have a future with a particular person, believing that things would get better as it goes.

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

Being at the bottom of life at age 27, it makes me cherish my decision and choices preciously. If only I could have a time machine now to allow me to turn back time.

I am strength-less to move forward, I wish the world could stop just right now. 

Love

"I love you" means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you even though you're annoying. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough to never let you go. ❤❤

Frail

Life is brief and short. 

We will know it as we grow older as each year seems to pass by with greater speed than the last. In the end we have to ask ourselves the basic question : What is life all about? I believe everyone has been given a "mission" in life, and happy are those who have found and accomplished their mission before his or her passing.

In this "capitalist" world we tend to forget that money is only a necessary means to sustain ourselves. We are so engrossed in making money in our everyday life that it has become an end unto itself and we quickly forget why we need the money for in the first place every though we have enough to live by (for those who have already achieved financial "success").

Rich or poor, death levels everything. In the end "Only the actions of the just. smell sweet and blossom in their dust".

be still - inhale

Only once in your life, (will) you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. 

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasure kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. 

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.

 

Your only hope and security
is in knowing that they are a part of your life

One upon a day

Life's made of out love

I'm a tad outdated with updates and i know.

Always drawn to such lovey events when couples exchanging vows and commiting themselves to each other.

Here's my version;
You're my sunshine in the mornings,
And my moonlight in the night;
You're the footsteps that I'll follow,
All throughout my life.

I put all my trust in you,
And I gladly take your hand;
I give you all my heart,
By your side I'll always stand.
As we face all these tomorrows,

Through the happiness and tears;
We'll take it one step at a time,For all our many years.
I promise you my life,
And I promise to stay true;
I give my heart and all my love to you.

2012 Resolutions

i've been asking myself, what i want and how to make myself a better person..
what's the point of living a life that you feel like dying and thought its time i should set some goals and be focus on the right track..

In 2012, I want...

1) To go to work on time/be early. (almost impossible but i'll keep trying)
2) Value my own happiness more than anyone else.
3) Concentrate on career and stop procrastinating.
4) Be Independent (like i've always been and get used on living on my own)
5) Save more money
6) To go on a solo trip (anywhere)
7) learn to love someone than being loved.
8) To not taking things too hard and learn to trust. (learn to relax)
9) Always be prepared for worst to happen and be strong (because life's never smooth-sailings)
10) To dedicate 100% of priority to work hard (esp if I managed to get a change in job, Praying hard and i want to make it BIG)
11) To spend more time with granny (as she's getting older)
12) To expect less from others and set one free.
13) To look better and be more confident.
14) To not let anyone affects my decision.
15) To let down the fairy tale dreams and get on something more realistic.
16) To start loving myself more than anyone else.
17) To get a place and stay on my own.
18) Hopefully, I could earn enough to travel to more places.
19) Save enough to afford a new nest by age of 35.
20) To follow my heart and do as what's my heart says... I'd rather live with mistakes than regrets in life.

JIAYOU KELLYN!

I still remember this day!

It's the birthday for the man I call dad..
Though been a while since we seen each other and hardly remember how he looks now.

Somehow,
Whenever I'm sad.. I thought of him.
Whenever I'm alone all by myself.. I thought of him.
In this night when I couldn't fall asleep now, I thought of him.

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

With Love, Your daughter

I wish for a Merry Christmas!

Tearing at 2am in the morning.
Heart hurts feeling like slashes of sharp cuts within.
I am all alone right now and yet my soul, my mind is not at peace.

All I could do is to let my emotions flows now. Let free the tears within and crying my heart out.

I hope I felt better soon.
Goodnight world.

through the month..

Happy Birthday! to the BF

all ready for the Santa!

simply just love Christmas!

BEST WHITE WINE ever tasted! Hearts. <3

=)

LOST

When you no longer know what you want in life,
When you no longer yearn for anything,
When desires gone total blank in life.
It feels as if like a living body with dead soul walking on an empty street.
Of all you can hear were your own dragged heavy footsteps, frail pulse.
Disheartening to realize the best you gave is still not up to expectation, keep going, keep trying yet you’ll never get there
Overtime, it depletes your spirit.

Can’t wait for the year to end, for good. I wish someone up there could rationalize sorrows and offer more sympathy.

- Smile beats all sorrows. -

risk it..

"to laugh is to risk appearing a fool, to weep is to risk appearing sentimental, to reach out is to risk involvement.to expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. to place your ideas and dream in front of a crowdis to risk their loss. to love is to risk not being loved in return, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk despair.to try is to risk failure. but risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

Dawn

"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

Adele - ''Someone Like You''

real touching piece

sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead..

knightfalls

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairytale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

Living life..

This post is going to be me penning down the eventful weeks and how rocky the road that I’m going through right now. The drastic change in emotions that I’ve never thought I could bear. Well, that’s how it makes one stronger I believed.

Understand life is not always smooth-sailing, and this year till date hasn’t been well for me.

Challenges at work, not for new scopes or task I was assigned to but rather in terms of people handling, handling uncomforting comments that would bring down your self-worth. It is not easy, especially when this person was one that you’re supposed to look upon and has the greater say of your welfare, yes unfortunately. But, I’ll never let this bring me down, it will drives me stronger.

Most blessing thing I supposed for me now is to be in love and to have met him. :)

Love does play a huge part in life, I couldn’t agree more now. No matter how the relationship turns out for what it’s worth, we just have to keep believing that. We all will and have someone always there for us, someone right- not just a lover, but your best friend, your soulmate.
How we got together wasn't just like any other couples, I would say that was an unique and exclusive one and it was through some hurdles but I'm glad we take the side to walk down the road together.

I kept holding on to the treasured friendship and slowly, i just realised it wasn't the same anymore. Though it didn't seem like I was affected on the surface but well, it was sad to know that the friendship didn't turn out stronger than i hope it would be.
I suppose we all think that we are right, but i also realised, some things are just not right nor wrong, People have different perspective on matters, and hence, perhaps some stuff doesn't deem right to one, and if so, those issues should be put across, to be improved and make sure one does it right the next time.

People make mistakes, people don't always agree with one another, people have different views,that is how we grow together, agree to disagree, understanding each other better through happy times and differences. So that each other would know how to walk down the road together, accommodating willingly with each other's needs, and knowing what the person likes, and dislike, or what the person is sensitive about.

Well, lifes goes on, i don't think people really care whether we are happy or unhappy,and the more we should brace ourselves up and walk down the road happily and positively.

Like aunt always tell me happiness or how we feeling happy every day is actually all in our minds, just how we look at things today. Nothing can change that, or allow that, but only ourselves. So let nothing stop us for pursuing happiness, it is your own happiness that you’re accountable for and letting go is a skill to learn. Let go of those that will make you bad, hold on to those that makes you happy.

no matter how rocky the road is, i'm glad for at least i know i'm not alone now. Thanks love for being there. <3

footprints ablaze..

This week..
aplenty of thoughts with worries rises.
there's point in time when human broke down for there are too much of emotions and mental torture that one could take....
Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy.
Maybe it's this expectation of wanting to be happythat just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get -to the point where we don't recognize ourselves.
Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were.
Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along.
Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

and.. life is about treating yourself better..

WITH LOVE

sawadeeka...(:

BACK FROM BKK!

TOM YUM WE LOVE! SO SLURPS THAT YOU CAN'T STOP

The taste you could never forget.
Happy where curly and floats is.

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.