through the month..

Happy Birthday! to the BF

all ready for the Santa!

simply just love Christmas!

BEST WHITE WINE ever tasted! Hearts. <3

=)

LOST

When you no longer know what you want in life,
When you no longer yearn for anything,
When desires gone total blank in life.
It feels as if like a living body with dead soul walking on an empty street.
Of all you can hear were your own dragged heavy footsteps, frail pulse.
Disheartening to realize the best you gave is still not up to expectation, keep going, keep trying yet you’ll never get there
Overtime, it depletes your spirit.

Can’t wait for the year to end, for good. I wish someone up there could rationalize sorrows and offer more sympathy.

- Smile beats all sorrows. -

risk it..

"to laugh is to risk appearing a fool, to weep is to risk appearing sentimental, to reach out is to risk involvement.to expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. to place your ideas and dream in front of a crowdis to risk their loss. to love is to risk not being loved in return, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk despair.to try is to risk failure. but risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

Dawn

"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

Adele - ''Someone Like You''

real touching piece

sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead..

knightfalls

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairytale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

Living life..

This post is going to be me penning down the eventful weeks and how rocky the road that I’m going through right now. The drastic change in emotions that I’ve never thought I could bear. Well, that’s how it makes one stronger I believed.

Understand life is not always smooth-sailing, and this year till date hasn’t been well for me.

Challenges at work, not for new scopes or task I was assigned to but rather in terms of people handling, handling uncomforting comments that would bring down your self-worth. It is not easy, especially when this person was one that you’re supposed to look upon and has the greater say of your welfare, yes unfortunately. But, I’ll never let this bring me down, it will drives me stronger.

Most blessing thing I supposed for me now is to be in love and to have met him. :)

Love does play a huge part in life, I couldn’t agree more now. No matter how the relationship turns out for what it’s worth, we just have to keep believing that. We all will and have someone always there for us, someone right- not just a lover, but your best friend, your soulmate.
How we got together wasn't just like any other couples, I would say that was an unique and exclusive one and it was through some hurdles but I'm glad we take the side to walk down the road together.

I kept holding on to the treasured friendship and slowly, i just realised it wasn't the same anymore. Though it didn't seem like I was affected on the surface but well, it was sad to know that the friendship didn't turn out stronger than i hope it would be.
I suppose we all think that we are right, but i also realised, some things are just not right nor wrong, People have different perspective on matters, and hence, perhaps some stuff doesn't deem right to one, and if so, those issues should be put across, to be improved and make sure one does it right the next time.

People make mistakes, people don't always agree with one another, people have different views,that is how we grow together, agree to disagree, understanding each other better through happy times and differences. So that each other would know how to walk down the road together, accommodating willingly with each other's needs, and knowing what the person likes, and dislike, or what the person is sensitive about.

Well, lifes goes on, i don't think people really care whether we are happy or unhappy,and the more we should brace ourselves up and walk down the road happily and positively.

Like aunt always tell me happiness or how we feeling happy every day is actually all in our minds, just how we look at things today. Nothing can change that, or allow that, but only ourselves. So let nothing stop us for pursuing happiness, it is your own happiness that you’re accountable for and letting go is a skill to learn. Let go of those that will make you bad, hold on to those that makes you happy.

no matter how rocky the road is, i'm glad for at least i know i'm not alone now. Thanks love for being there. <3