Frail

Life is brief and short. 

We will know it as we grow older as each year seems to pass by with greater speed than the last. In the end we have to ask ourselves the basic question : What is life all about? I believe everyone has been given a "mission" in life, and happy are those who have found and accomplished their mission before his or her passing.

In this "capitalist" world we tend to forget that money is only a necessary means to sustain ourselves. We are so engrossed in making money in our everyday life that it has become an end unto itself and we quickly forget why we need the money for in the first place every though we have enough to live by (for those who have already achieved financial "success").

Rich or poor, death levels everything. In the end "Only the actions of the just. smell sweet and blossom in their dust".

be still - inhale

Only once in your life, (will) you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. 

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasure kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. 

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.

 

Your only hope and security
is in knowing that they are a part of your life

One upon a day

Life's made of out love

I'm a tad outdated with updates and i know.

Always drawn to such lovey events when couples exchanging vows and commiting themselves to each other.

Here's my version;
You're my sunshine in the mornings,
And my moonlight in the night;
You're the footsteps that I'll follow,
All throughout my life.

I put all my trust in you,
And I gladly take your hand;
I give you all my heart,
By your side I'll always stand.
As we face all these tomorrows,

Through the happiness and tears;
We'll take it one step at a time,For all our many years.
I promise you my life,
And I promise to stay true;
I give my heart and all my love to you.

2012 Resolutions

i've been asking myself, what i want and how to make myself a better person..
what's the point of living a life that you feel like dying and thought its time i should set some goals and be focus on the right track..

In 2012, I want...

1) To go to work on time/be early. (almost impossible but i'll keep trying)
2) Value my own happiness more than anyone else.
3) Concentrate on career and stop procrastinating.
4) Be Independent (like i've always been and get used on living on my own)
5) Save more money
6) To go on a solo trip (anywhere)
7) learn to love someone than being loved.
8) To not taking things too hard and learn to trust. (learn to relax)
9) Always be prepared for worst to happen and be strong (because life's never smooth-sailings)
10) To dedicate 100% of priority to work hard (esp if I managed to get a change in job, Praying hard and i want to make it BIG)
11) To spend more time with granny (as she's getting older)
12) To expect less from others and set one free.
13) To look better and be more confident.
14) To not let anyone affects my decision.
15) To let down the fairy tale dreams and get on something more realistic.
16) To start loving myself more than anyone else.
17) To get a place and stay on my own.
18) Hopefully, I could earn enough to travel to more places.
19) Save enough to afford a new nest by age of 35.
20) To follow my heart and do as what's my heart says... I'd rather live with mistakes than regrets in life.

JIAYOU KELLYN!

I still remember this day!

It's the birthday for the man I call dad..
Though been a while since we seen each other and hardly remember how he looks now.

Somehow,
Whenever I'm sad.. I thought of him.
Whenever I'm alone all by myself.. I thought of him.
In this night when I couldn't fall asleep now, I thought of him.

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

With Love, Your daughter