I wish for a Merry Christmas!

Tearing at 2am in the morning.
Heart hurts feeling like slashes of sharp cuts within.
I am all alone right now and yet my soul, my mind is not at peace.

All I could do is to let my emotions flows now. Let free the tears within and crying my heart out.

I hope I felt better soon.
Goodnight world.

through the month..

Happy Birthday! to the BF

all ready for the Santa!

simply just love Christmas!

BEST WHITE WINE ever tasted! Hearts. <3

=)

LOST

When you no longer know what you want in life,
When you no longer yearn for anything,
When desires gone total blank in life.
It feels as if like a living body with dead soul walking on an empty street.
Of all you can hear were your own dragged heavy footsteps, frail pulse.
Disheartening to realize the best you gave is still not up to expectation, keep going, keep trying yet you’ll never get there
Overtime, it depletes your spirit.

Can’t wait for the year to end, for good. I wish someone up there could rationalize sorrows and offer more sympathy.

- Smile beats all sorrows. -

risk it..

"to laugh is to risk appearing a fool, to weep is to risk appearing sentimental, to reach out is to risk involvement.to expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. to place your ideas and dream in front of a crowdis to risk their loss. to love is to risk not being loved in return, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk despair.to try is to risk failure. but risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

Dawn

"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

Adele - ''Someone Like You''

real touching piece

sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead..

knightfalls

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairytale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

Living life..

This post is going to be me penning down the eventful weeks and how rocky the road that I’m going through right now. The drastic change in emotions that I’ve never thought I could bear. Well, that’s how it makes one stronger I believed.

Understand life is not always smooth-sailing, and this year till date hasn’t been well for me.

Challenges at work, not for new scopes or task I was assigned to but rather in terms of people handling, handling uncomforting comments that would bring down your self-worth. It is not easy, especially when this person was one that you’re supposed to look upon and has the greater say of your welfare, yes unfortunately. But, I’ll never let this bring me down, it will drives me stronger.

Most blessing thing I supposed for me now is to be in love and to have met him. :)

Love does play a huge part in life, I couldn’t agree more now. No matter how the relationship turns out for what it’s worth, we just have to keep believing that. We all will and have someone always there for us, someone right- not just a lover, but your best friend, your soulmate.
How we got together wasn't just like any other couples, I would say that was an unique and exclusive one and it was through some hurdles but I'm glad we take the side to walk down the road together.

I kept holding on to the treasured friendship and slowly, i just realised it wasn't the same anymore. Though it didn't seem like I was affected on the surface but well, it was sad to know that the friendship didn't turn out stronger than i hope it would be.
I suppose we all think that we are right, but i also realised, some things are just not right nor wrong, People have different perspective on matters, and hence, perhaps some stuff doesn't deem right to one, and if so, those issues should be put across, to be improved and make sure one does it right the next time.

People make mistakes, people don't always agree with one another, people have different views,that is how we grow together, agree to disagree, understanding each other better through happy times and differences. So that each other would know how to walk down the road together, accommodating willingly with each other's needs, and knowing what the person likes, and dislike, or what the person is sensitive about.

Well, lifes goes on, i don't think people really care whether we are happy or unhappy,and the more we should brace ourselves up and walk down the road happily and positively.

Like aunt always tell me happiness or how we feeling happy every day is actually all in our minds, just how we look at things today. Nothing can change that, or allow that, but only ourselves. So let nothing stop us for pursuing happiness, it is your own happiness that you’re accountable for and letting go is a skill to learn. Let go of those that will make you bad, hold on to those that makes you happy.

no matter how rocky the road is, i'm glad for at least i know i'm not alone now. Thanks love for being there. <3

footprints ablaze..

This week..
aplenty of thoughts with worries rises.
there's point in time when human broke down for there are too much of emotions and mental torture that one could take....
Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy.
Maybe it's this expectation of wanting to be happythat just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get -to the point where we don't recognize ourselves.
Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were.
Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along.
Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.

and.. life is about treating yourself better..

WITH LOVE

sawadeeka...(:

BACK FROM BKK!

TOM YUM WE LOVE! SO SLURPS THAT YOU CAN'T STOP

The taste you could never forget.
Happy where curly and floats is.

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

GETAWAY!

BKK WITH THE GIRLS!

IN SIX DAYS!

PLAY HARD

...

The pads of your fingers have become printing blocks,
you tap a message to my skin; tap meaning into my body.

Your morse code interfered with my heart beat.
I had a steady heartbeat before i met you, i relied upon it,

it had seen active service and grown strong.

Now, you alter its pace with your own rythmn, you play upon me, drumming me taut.

secret

she'll let her in your sight, if words you say are right.
she'll look at you and smile, if you would go the extra mile.
she'll lead you down a path, there will be laughter and spark.

there's a secret garden she hides
with wiles and smiles, she'll let you come just near enough

her eyes will say she's got a secret garden deep inside
where everything you want and everything you need will always stay....

ties that bind

Just when i realized, i havent been sitting down quietly, peacefully like now to do my blog for awhile, recalling what had happened and realizing I’m chasing and behind of all changes, too much uncertainty that i could embrace right now. I hate the feeling for blinded of what’s next.

"A wise man once said you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it. What he meant is nothing comes without a price. So before you go into battle, you better decide how much you’re willing to lose. Too often, going after what feels good means letting go of what you know is right, and letting someone in means abandoning the walls you’ve spent a lifetime building. Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don’t see coming, when we don’t have time to come up with a strategy to pick a side or to measure the potential loss. When that happens, when the battle chooses us and not the other way around, that’s when the sacrifice can turn out to be more than we can bear."

Happiness is within my grasp

chasing pavements

"i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

- marilyn monroe

“life is short. love and let live!”

Life just has to do the way you want it to be.

"there comes a point in life where you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. after all life is too short to be anything but happy."

At times we know, we might not be doing something that will do good to us. We faithfully following things that we see it wrong at the start, but like someone once told me, WE ARE WAITING FOR MIRACLE and I think it’s true. We want miracles and we make it happen, live with the process that make us learn, live with experience that make us yet a better person, I believe that makes life a way worthwhile.

this yet another week.

“life is short. love and let live!”
I am missing pizza & wings at Timbre already....

(:

This is what needs to be happy..

"make yourself comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, love to complete your life."

when the night falls.

Thanks for everything.. It is the love that keep me going. Always.....

the love.

I had a wonderful, remarkable twenty-six Birthday, though there’s a lil hiccups but I’m thankful that I’ve my dearest with me.
the people i hold dearest to. amazing grace. amazing love. thats all i need to push through the curveballs life throws me =)

Happy Birthday, Kellyn. I promise to love myself more than anyone else from now on.

"Life is too short to wake up in the mornings with regrets. So love the ones who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t. Remember that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it, if it changes your life, then let it. No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

trick of life

In life, the real trick is understanding what rules are not meant for you.

this is inspiring.

our job.. is to not let anyone define who we are by their terms

hey!!

Morning Love!
it feels just great to start Monday with the companion of "Friday" feel.
=D

it makes a different

we (especially those living in developed countries) all have the power to reach out and help. It's whether you make the choice to or not. I truly believe as little as an effort may be, it can and will make a difference in someone's life.

From the book "Half the Sky":
A Hawaiian parable:
A man goes out on the beach and sees that it is covered with starfish that have washed up in the tide. A little boy is walking along, picking them up and throwing them back into the water.
"What are you doing, son?" the man asks. "You see how many starfish there are? You'll never make a difference."
The boy paused thoughtfully, and picked up another starfish and threw it in the ocean.
"It sure made a difference to that one," he said.

brilliant..

Reminds me why i adore his brilliance.

another breathtaking song...

It tooks a lifetime to find each other... but it was worth the wait when you finally found the one. :)))

what are words

True love doesnt have Happy Ending because true love never ends....

i believe in a thing called "Love"..

Happy Birthday, Emo!! <3

chill, chill, chill the glooms away...

Simple weekends, Simple treasure. it's been such awesome night with the girls. :)

chronicles

Back from Taiwan!!

I survived the 2 days when I lived with my lonely-self in the foreign land. It is indeed an unusual experience, but I enjoyed every bits of it. I appraised the city with the most friendly and helpful peoples around and amount of food stalls you could find along the street were extensive! Then, the pits is that everything just look so nice that you want to try it. And of cos, it is a shopping paradise as well, I became an untamed shopper and was driven by the devil named “don’t-buy-will-regret”, so I live up my shopaholic-self. :)

It is so much a pleasure to learn the fact that I’ve seen yet another place on earth.

It's LOVE everywher...

I wish this hunger to see the world will never fade away. coz when you open your eyes, you'd realize you’re all but a small and insignificant being. they always say, pride goes before a fall. “We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.”

Its all about eat and shop (Ximending, Wufenpu)

it's 12 Deg in Taipei today..

Sooooo colddddd....

Day 2!!

Ximending

the vintage cafe...

Shinjuku in Taipei..

Mian Xian AGAIN.. (LOL, it is so cold and i craved for this)

Lu Rou Fan... Slurpss!

Wufenpu - i spent 4 hours here yet not cover all the streets... it's like 5x of bugis street..

the night in Taipei

"K" - isn't this a must-buy for me?! :D

shopping, shopping, more shoppings...

(Deal-of-the-day: shoes for $15 and dress from $20..)