randomly monday...

“You can shed tears that she is gone,

or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,

or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,

or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,

or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her only that she is gone,

or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,

be empty and turn your back.

Or you can do what she'd want:

smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

Things that you never knew about me...

~ I always wish i could have family dinner, with mum and dad sitting by my side, placing dish on my plate and feed me my favs!

~ I got No.1 two year in a row, primary 4 & 5

~ I can survive with minimal of food but not water!

~ I can finish 1 big tub of ice cream all by myself unknowingly when i'm engrossed in TV show.

~ I love people watching, observing people is one of my leisure.

~ I hearts Choco and Milkshakes when i'm having my periods. so i dont usually affected by mood swing or having cramps.

~ I have never own a luxury/branded item till Dec last year, i got myself a kate spade wallet and recently a burberry handbag. but i'm not someone who craves for brand.

~ I get moody, uneasy if i dont shit at all in a day. i hate constipation "

~ I weighed my heaviest now at 49kg and 44kg my lightest both while nursing my heartache. The irony link between love and weight isn't it?"

~ I am rational, not entirely logical but am charged with emotional attachments to things. I believe that people do the things they do, act the way they act and feel the way the feel based on cicumstances. "

~ I get rash once a while, especially intake of seafoods "

~ I have my own toilet habits, i do not sit on toilet bowls w/o cleaning it and placing tissues all over.

~ I'm afraid of cats, especially Black Cats

~ I always wanted to be a teacher. Amazingly, i love teaching kids. i like the process. and to become a piano teacher was my dream!

~ I never really liked being the only child or the oldest. I always wanted to have an older brother who rocks in playing guitar, a sportsman, and would bring his girlfriends home to chat with me.

~ Do not test the water. In general, i'm more patient than most people. But when i'm done, i'm done with it.

the way you look tonight

Helloooo Darlingss..

I'm Back!

so, away from the blistering heat, sorching huminity, excessive food, loaded with work, fall sick, losing voice and lack of sleep, everything was pretty much alright.

have been feeling rather jaded this few weeks, presumably thinking about things in the long haul. i've been washed out.

11th June 2009, i turned 24, a day that i wish i could forget, but somehow my loveliess make my day to worth remembering. it begins with heartbreaking, and ended with laughter. the

two extreme makes my heart weak! :) but that's makes me appreciate how lovely my besties is. not forgetting my families, they are one that never fail me. :) i love you peeps.

28th June 2009, Happily ever after "Jac & Mel", she's one of my loved ones who care me for the most, protect me, shield me, and gave me the best guidance, best advice, the best love.

PS: Pics be up later!